July 2011
1 post
I wonder what God has planned for me
January 2011
2 posts
I'm allegic
to all these shitty ass tumblrs. All the post are are retarded meaningless pictures. I remember when tumblr was only a place to express yourself through paragraphs and not silly little photos of hipsters. Grow the fuck up.
December 2010
4 posts
“On the night of the last rap that I write
Mike Tyson gon’ have his...”
– Nickitina
Higher up- Kid Cudi
The only thing missing,
is the warmth of anothers soft skin pressing against mine.
November 2010
1 post
Man, the way I smoke weed is like death of a...
October 2010
1 post
Joy,
So the last few weeks things have changed. a lot. Everything is just so Goddamn good. It feels like happiness is pouring out of me when I drive around, with the warm October sun on my face. School is good. Friends are good. Family is going. I contemplate where my life is going and why I want it, and everything just makes sense. Its like after a long 16 years of a broken puzzle my life is finally...
August 2010
2 posts
Where did everyone go?
because I’m left all alone.
To be honest,
I don’t really give a fuck about your pictures of cute dogs, or people licking guitars at concerts, or even your pictures of ridiculously hot woman. Show me something that fucking makes me think or get off this website.
But on a lighter note, Im happy.
July 2010
2 posts
.
All I feel is like is a little dot, in the center of this giant universe. A useless, tiny, speck that no one can notice long enough to actually matter.
June 2010
1 post
Seriously though,
Mo Money, Mo Problems.
May 2010
6 posts
Fuck. All of this. I can't take it anymore.
Some people think I won't make it,
but I know that I will. Escape the emptiness, cause that shit is slow and it kills. the flow and the skill, I made y’all believe that it last, You can make the future but it starts with Leaving the past.
Ill fake it through the day,
With some help from Johnny Walker Red. Send the poison brain down the drain To put bad thoughts in my head, Your two tickets torn in half And a lot of nothing to do, Do you miss me, Miss Misery Like you say you do?
Ive never been this lonely.
April 2010
5 posts
Everything I see reminds me of you.
March 2010
3 posts
I have so much to say, and I need to release. But...
February 2010
8 posts
WHATTHEFUCKINGSHITUGHHHHH.
I dont even really know how to express how I feel,
but all I know is I have to deal with it for the next two days. I’m dreading it more than anything.
For the times they are a-changin'.
I wrote this in august.
Born to multiply, Born to gaze into night skies.
I need my life to start unfolding. Right now, I feel the cliche high school emotions, peer pressure, and insanity. I don’t know how to escape, how to find a new path. I need a guiding light.
Come to think about it I need a father figure. All of my life I’ve latched on to my friends, because I look up to them. My father...
Im in a funk, and I've been unable to pull out of...
January 2010
8 posts
EVERY SINGLE NIGHT YOU FALL ASLEEP ON ME.
I’m getting so so so tired of it.
I feel like I should be narrorating my life in my head in a stern monotone voice.
I don’t mind the sun sometimes The images it shows I can taste you on my lips And smell you in my clothes Cinnamon and sugary And softly spoken lies You never know just how you look Through other people’s eyes
December 2009
17 posts
“If you think missing me is hard, you should try missing you.”
– Anonymous
I think Christmas wasnt all what I thought it would be this year because I already have everything I need to make myself content.
How can you fall asleep on me Chrismas Eve?
Now thats a sin.
Oh the bittersweet feelings of christmas.
Why cant people see where your coming from? I mean, how is it that people are so oblivious to the fact that there hurting someones feelings. Especially when you try to make it clear. Jeeze. I feel hurt, not just a puncture, but a wound that has been accumulating over time. I just wish things would stay good. But yet my wishes never come true.
